Hi everyone!!!!
Hw're u all?Gd n bad sure hav!Hope u all dun mind i post abt my class.
Startin of the year was a ok in northland.
Until that time at
orientation camp,i was awarded the best camper award.
I just dunno why,they all suddenly like frm friend to like hate mi like hell,
anyhow say i show off when i didn't even show off anything 2 them
but only asking them something only.
when i ask them,they replied,
u think u are the best is it??
funny sia...ppl asking them question only u like that reply to ppl.
if ppl going to reply back to u like that u wouldn't be happy rite?
seriously i feel like going back to my old character in pri sch,
not happy then punch that person.
Everytime i keep telling myself,
no alec, dun go back to the old alec,
u have to change,now is already sec not pri,
dun not happy then punch ppl.
so i control control n control,
they become worse n worst.
thinking i veri 'hao qi fu'. seriously u all noe mi,
i can go mad anytime if i dun control. 1 boy,
cos a few times he keep calling mi shut up shut up
n he himself never shut up oso,
i quarrell back wif him n show him no respect
when tat time he onli a stand-by chairman b4 choosing.
end up now he made mi angry
b4 i really wanna gif him back
he has to quickly sae sry sry sry...
as i said,i control myself.
since he sry then i was like aiya,ignore him la.
but i was lucky,i have alot of good seniors
although alot ppl in sec 1 dislike mi jus cos of best camper.
my seniors although they might belong 2 Normal steam,i find them ok.
they treat mi veri well n i was able to play wif them sometimes.
but i think all this happening can blame xav[xaiver],
he dunno go say what bad things about mi behind mi
thinkin i dunno. funny thing is,
xav
[xaiver] everytime
**** **** **** or some dirty thing,
but dunno why my classmate still find him ok.
another funny thng,i asking 4 msn only
ppl not happy,xav
[xaiver] go get hp no.
everyone give him. seriously i dun get it,
why so many ppl like him lor...
i believe maybe ppl find him adorable,
but i think in future he change liao ppl cant be bothered wif him.
one thing also,tat time my maths class test i gotten full mark,
ppl say i show off when is ppl ask my mark not i say my mark,
n when i only -1mark they laugh at mi,
but 2 say,they are laughing at themselves,
cos they still lower than me in mark...
but this time i didn't do well in CA1 cos my mind blackout during test,
they all see i not in sg cos i go hk
[hongkong?] 4 holiday(book wrong time),
take the chance all tok bad about mi,
but luckily ppl tell mi,
some ppl toking bad about mi.
i tell myself,no nid be angry,they wan laugh then laugh la,
they laugh at me,i dun laugh at them.
why?? i choose not to,i dun think there is a nid 2 laugh at them.
what i nid to do is just 2 study,
ignore all the lowlifes.
those ppl parents nv teach them when young,
dun care them. next time they will get back the same thing.
btw i stil want say thankyou to all of u,
all bcos of ur words in pri sch,
i decided 2 use them n change myself.
THANK YOU GUYS!!!
btw sry,type too long le.
Signing off
Alec
